I'm in the swimming pool that day, with him, as he talked about random things, I then realized that I'm listening to the same music from August 2012 to August 2013 over and over and over. (Explosions in The Sky - First Breath After The Coma) Yes. And also I realized that he is true. I am not me. All the things he did is to call 'me' back. He was searchin the real me. The everyday 'me'. He said he's losing 'me'.
August is almost over. As I flashback my memory about 'me' in August last year and 'me' in August today, there's a huge different things change my self, i mean literally huge. About all the problems that came one by one every single day of my August 2012 to August 2013, i can't tell to anybody, all I can say to you is I'm not that girl on the swing anymore. I'm back, and surprisingly, I'm back with my hijab on my head.
I'm back.
September 3rd, I'll be busy at my uni. Thanks to everyone who support me so far. You may think all your messages, texts, and chitchat to me is nothing, but it's everything to me. Thankyou.
About the music by the way, i don't know, but it's really saying something to me.
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