One Sided

At first, I thought that I only adoring you. Like a fan-girl-ing or something. I try to think realistically and take a moment to give myself spaces. But then i realize, i am not just a fan. 

I am into you. 

I did had thoughts about where we are heading in terms of long term compatibility or 'defining' the relationship. But it still does not give me any indication of what my intentions are. 

Should we protect somebody's heart or should I protect mine?

Should i make shield? 

Should i pretend i never into you?

But at the end, again, I go by words that define the relationship such as "I want to be exclusive with you". 

I am the most selfish person in the world.

Even if later you don't choose me, i will stay selfish in adoring you. 

You have choice i have none. Technically I should be mad or crazy...

But the hell is going. I am not. 

The craziness is not because of that. It is because you yourself that sending a very strong signal maybe to me. You are the powerful rhythm in my head that ever disturbed me. 

I'm comfortable with being in a potentially one sided exclusive relationship - with you.