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January 10th 2017 -  In Front of the Big Mall's Starbucks - Happy Birthday To Me. 

What a blog. 

There's so much thing happened in 2016 and I didn't really put it on blog karena I personally don't really care about a blog post anymore that time. Mulai dari cerita KKN.ku, pemilihan duta wisata, berangkat ke Papua, dan lain-lain yang tak di pos disini tapi di Instagram or my youtube. Aku sendiri prefer to make everythings into video and that's why i never really check this blog yang sudah penuh dengan sarang kalajengking. And somehow, right now, I feel like I want to post something here. 2016 was really awesome. I once thougt that it will be boring but really I thanked a lot to God in 2016 experiences.

2017.

There’s always a fresh feeling when it comes to new year. Especially for me, the first month of the year is my month. The feeling of starting something new. Because at this month is where I was born. 10 January is my birthday. The last couple age I feel like it’s the best age of my life because 21, 22, I can be free yet responsible for my life. But for now, 23, I can’t say I am a “young” adult anymore. Welcome to the adulthood Puput Islamitha. I feel a bit weird though when it was January 10^th – which is yesterday – I woke up and and I feel like no big deal, its like any other day for me. As always every year, paling bangun pagi, berdoa yang sangat khusuk, beli kue sendiri, terus reflect on what I have been accomplished. More like somebody welcoming me like welcome to the reality. But ya, cannot lie, some people’s chat/text makes me happy. But believe me when I say it is okay for anyone to not say anything to me on my birthday. I am just fine. Tapi itu bukan artinya aku don’t celebrate my friends atau someone special birthday ya. I do celebrate my relatives’ bday. I am happy for you on your bday.

Anyway, 23. It’s time for me to arrange everything in a mature way of thinking walaupun I'm still wondering kemana pathku mengarahkanku. Tapi aku percaya ketika kita punya goal yang baik, alam semesta dan every particle in this universe actually lead us to reach what we want. (My goal list is kind of private, hahaha, i was just typed it on my phone and checklist whenever it'll accomplished.) Darimana kekuatan alam semesta itu muncul? Dari niat kita yang so powerfull. Human being is just atoms. Just think this whole thing in the universe are supportive atoms. I start my 23 with the thought about ‘woman’s dignity’.  I will tell you more about it in the next post. This is the photo of 23 years old Puput Islamitha. A girl who need more achievements.