You know, it is not easy for me to fall in love with someone. I may judge anyone in silence. But when it's you, i have no condition nor judgement. I don't know why. Maybe it's because we've known each other since we were a kid. But we're an adult now and aware that there's something between us.
There's something between us when I am always excited about our night walks. Going to the beach. Dinner at the park. Holding hands thight. Dinner while laughing. Having coffee at starbucks and move to another quiet place. We enjoy talking about people that passing us by. It's fun though' having you beside me.
I like it that when you look at me , you take a deep look. And i will stare to you as well. You're like the person that i've been waiting for from a different dimension. Sometimes i wonder if this is not a dream, because i never be as happy as this, having to call you my first love. I don't know if you know it? Or if you want to vomit reading this someday in the future. Hahhaa. I always want to tell you that you are the one. But this lips wont talk, I was so afraid if you don't feel the same, (because you know between all the girls you see in this world, i'm just ordinary) so i kept silent and enjoy the moments. I dont know how I express this feeling to you because I never fall in love before. This is my first time. Sorry then if i look clumsy but you have to know I like you so much. I hope tomorrow and the next day after tomorrow this relationship grows despite me as a college student and you're a busy policeman.
There's always insecurity in me though. You are so great with your career. And I am just an ordinary girl. Sometimes I am afraid that you will just leave me and pretending not knowing me. While I always like you since we were a kid. I will try hard no matter what :)
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